Feb 11. 2023 I have been trying to figure out how to add multiple pages to this website and it is really hard! Perhaps I will revert to my instinsticual attraction to tumblr or an equally as user friendly website building platform. But I will keep trying this. I need something else to do when I lay in my bed! Spain continues to feel bitter sweet. I tried to book a ticket to Amsterdam for this weekend. Actually. I did book a ticket to Amsterdam this weekend, I just did not go. Something I find impossible to dwell on or even speak about right now, it was enormously frustrating! Today I went to a museum with people, which I need to remind myself that I hate. I am trying, not hard enough, to honor slowness. I have met someone here who is so thoughtful with her words and so slow to respond--the first day I spoke with her I was so taken aback but I think it is so so admirable and I have been trying much harder to think before I speak, not only while I am speaking. I miss New York and I miss my radio show! Tomorrow I will try to find out how to add multiple pages to this website. And I will read some of a book, this is something that has been really hard for me and I think making me feel a bit more out of touch with my brain and definitely worse at writing.